Lalala

2009-12-04T21:47:00.000-08:00

Hello hello.

I have a set a new goal, which is to take part in film festival. Yes! And i'm going to take part in any competition, anything that got to with video. No more slack for me but to work work work and work. And yes, i have to master after effects software as soon as possible. But it's going to take quite a some time for me to do it.

I guess, i fuck things up.

2009-11-22T07:27:00.000-08:00

Yo yo yo.

2 more days for the presentation of our VP2 project and the week after would be my last exam for the year. shiok shiok. Time travel really fast, seriously. It feels like i just celebrated my countdown like last month? And like few more weeks to xmas. Indeed, time travel fast when you're enjoying yourself. And 6 more months, i'll turn to 18. Yes! Can drive car already, don't have to take the train everyday. Train is like the worst transportation la. Firstly, you don't have that much of scenery to see. Secondly, there's isn't much entertainment. I wonder how those people can tahan taking train everyday from like one end to another end without listening to any music la. And you would like hearing the same shit over and over again la, something like "Next station ....." It's so dull and boring. They should have installed a Tvmobile or something la, so atleast we can watch something.

4 more days till you'll back to Singapore. Time flew really slow, 1 hour is like taking forever. Indeed, i'll miss you as much you miss me.

2009-11-18T04:24:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Fareha and your twin. I hope you guys like the cake that i make "The world biggest cake in the world" mind me the text. And once again happy birthday.

2009-11-02T05:30:00.001-08:00

Hello hello.

My thousand apologies for the absence, I'm really busy nowadays. Band concert is only 5 days away and I'd been missing out for Judo classes. My VP2 shoot was like hell to me, i only had not more than 6 hours to sleep. But its worth it and indeed it was tiring. It's much worst than 48 hours competition. To those who haven't yet shoot their VP2, good luck to you. Light the scene well, if not it will get very noisy.

I'm not a promoter or whatsoever nor I'll get any commission from this. You guys should read this book, seriously. The story is about the same as The curious case of the benjamin buttons. But it just that it only play with time. It's a nice book, cost me about 25 dollars. But it's worth though. It might be confusing for the beginning of the story, but you will understand it. And don't blame me if the you buy the book and you find it not interested at all. Cause not everyone will like the same thing. E.g You may dislike this movie, but others like it.

2009-10-18T05:36:00.000-07:00

Hello hello,

Some of you guys might find it lame of this video, but what i think it's a creative music video. They are so creative by twisting the word chinese "super white" and make it sound like "smelly pussy".

2009-10-14T09:10:00.000-07:00

Hello Hello

I've been reading this book for like thrice? It a nice book to read, seriously you guys should read this book. Its quite expensive, but its worth of buying. I would say this book is quite inspirational book, it teaches you alot of things in life.

Yesterday i overslept for school again, yes again. I still can't wake up early. I set THREE alarm of my phones and it didn't even works on me la? I just can't wake up. I need to starts to wake up early for schools from now on. Cause my attendances is really really bad. 1 more percent and i can't take my exams. Well, i try to sleep early. And each time i try to forced myself to sleep, i would think alot of things suchs as food, whats going to happen tomorrow, counting sheeps and bleah bleah. So, i must think of a new ways for my to sleep early and wake up early for school. And my english is getting deteriorating. I forgotten how to use the word "well" Cause i tend to use the word "well" alot.

2009-10-12T19:25:00.000-07:00

More of the photos of the camps, the photo's is not in sequences. So yeah.

More photos of the camps.

2009-10-12T06:23:00.000-07:00

Photos of my bands camps. There's something wrong with the blog photo uploader. i wish i could upload more of the photos. These are the only photos that i get to upload on my blog.

2009-10-05T01:31:00.001-07:00

Photos of the camps. Please mind me of some of the photos.

2009-10-01T08:32:00.000-07:00

Hello hello.

I'm sorry there isn't any photos for the blaze camp 2. But not to worry, i will try to bug the people who has the photos for the camp. Well, the camp was great, the food, the facilities, the bed, the room; everything was great. I'm not going to tell everything about the camp, i just going tell you about the outlines about the camp. so yeah!Day one. Everything went on very slack, nothing much happened. Had my coke for the dinner, And we had this activity of flying kite. I didn't know that flying kite was an interesting stuff to do. It was a really fun thing to play. When your kite is flying high up, you have this satisfied feeling. Day two. We had something like amazing race but they called it Nomad race, don't ask me why its nomad cause i have no idea what's nomad means. Yeah and so we have to leave the camp early in the morning and had to travel to ostrich farm, where as it was 15KM. It was tiring though, walking 15 km. But it was fun though. It was a very long long walk, but like wise they always said. Don't think about the distance, think about the objective. Distance is not important, the most importantly is you're a heading towards your goal. Had my long craving for ostrich burger. Their meat is really tender. We had our long break since our arrival at the farm. Day three, We had this dirt biking. Damn, i didn't knew riding a bike was really damn fun. But i had some problems on learning the bike. Well i don't know how it a bike really works. Each time i went to gear 3 and pulled the throttle by alittle, it went so fast la. But it was really damn fun. But i didn't get the chance to ride the bike that has four wheels. Darn~

But overall, it was fun. I'm mean the whole camp was fun. Well i learn a lot from it, really benefit from it and inspire by the trainers. But i'd only realised my weakness. It was funny though, when she said my weakness was i was being too playful and i don't know how to serious. But in any case, she's half correct about me. The other half, i'm not going to tell you. That's for you to find out yourself. Yeah. Well, I guess, the only thing that i learned from the camp is not to give up. Failures is not the end. Sometimes when you fall in life, maybe not falling off to the ground. Do you have the strengths to get up? But unless, you try again and again. And you failed again and again. Even you failed hundreds of time. Do you think you have hope on getting up on your feet? its about how you going to finish it and get on your feet up.

I thought i'd bump into you, but actually it was some other stranger cause the person really look like you. But when i was 'thinking it was you' the feeling was different though. But, it was an indescribleable feeling. And I don't know how it will be like if it was you, really.

2009-09-26T09:44:00.000-07:00

Hello Hello

Oh, i am really busy this week. Help out for antiono shoot on wed, thurs & friday, get to know more people in the industry. Really learn alot from his shoot, but it's tiring though. Actually, i didn't really learn alot on wednesday shoot. It was kinda like a normal production set to me. But when i went on last thursday shoot. It was really really tired. The shoot supposed to wrap at about 11, but since wanted a rain scene and die die he wanted it to be at night. So what to do, we have to DIY rain scene and the shoot ends at 3 am. We take the fire hose near his house and blast it on air as if it looks like rain and the water from the hose was really damn cold. The cast was like shivering like hell when they aren't to be. And they are other stuff which i learn from the industry people like what we should do and whatnot. As for last friday, the shoot ends kinda early at around 4pm. I was looking forward for my bed. You know, when you're really tired all you think of is your lovely bed and pillow. But instead, i got home at around 2 am. Cause why, he had to use miss christina van. so he had to travel all the way to miss christina house and tranfers all the stuff from the van and to her van. We leave from miss christina place at around 11, so he send us one by one home. But while sending one by one home, he talks to his producer about the production and stuff. Gee, they can really talk. It's like they been talking since 12 till 2 am la. And i was like "Can we go home now?". But nevermind.

I can't wait for tomorrow, I going for blaze camp 2. 4 days and 3 nights, going to malaysia. I just can't wait for the outline event like dirt bike. I super duper looking forward for that. And I have to be in school before 8.30. Darn, that goes my beautiful sleep. But the thing is, i can't wake up early. You know, i have this funny thing happening to me. When my alarm rang, the tone would play on my dreams and i would not even realise that is my ringtone. It like happened to me a millions of times. Even i have to wake up for school, it still keep on happening to me. So how?

2009-09-19T09:43:00.000-07:00

Hello hello.

Tomorrow is a happy day, happy hour, happy time, it's HARI RAYA. I miss hari raya foods especially the ketupat, sedap. But too bad, i can only afford to celebrata hari raya for 2 days. Cause on tues i have judo class, wed to sunday i have to help out my senior for their shoot. And next week monday i going to malaysia for Blaze camp 2 for 4 days and 3 nights and the following weeks i need to help out for blaze camp 1 as the facilities( Did i spell it correctly?). And the rest of the weeks is occupied with my assignments. I'm like one businessman la, schedule so tight.

I feels like i've changed. I've lost my confident, being optimistic & patience. The feelings of "I am happy of what i am now" has gone. I argue with anyone regardless they are cousins or my uncle's. I don't know whether this is the right thing for me to do to argue with my elderly. But, i speaking the fact. when you speak up for the facts. They scold you for being rude and disrespectful. But when you don't speak up for the fact they misunderstood you and scold you. So how?

edit

2009-09-13T09:13:00.000-07:00

What you see/hear might not always be what you hear/see.

Band photo taking

2009-09-10T08:22:00.000-07:00

Holding anger is a poison. It eats you from inside. We think that hating is a weopon that attacks the person who harmed us. But hatred is a curved blade. And the harm we do, we do to ourselves. Let bygones be bygones.

2009-09-09T10:34:00.000-07:00

Hello hello

My thousand apology for the absence. I getting more and more busy lately. Getting cramped up with assignments, JUDO class, video Competition and band practise ( Even though i didn't came for band for quite a sometime. Almost everyday is occupied with something. Likewise that someone said "You have to keep yourself busy, only then you can strive to greater height."

The day before yesterday i went over to cindy's house to do NLE assignment. Darn, i didn't get even a wink to sleep. I stayed awake throughout the whole night doing after effects stuff. Gees, you guys should learn after effects man. That software is a really cool stuff. You can do some funny stuff like make your head explode or turn your face to some demon looking character. It's damn cool. Even now im still doing after effects. But just doing some touch-up on it before combine the clip on Final cut pro. I upload some of the stuff that i'd done in after effects. It's time for me to upgrade myself and keep myself updated. Likewise the people always said "Knowledge is wealth" There's so many things for me to learn in after effects. I need to buckle up with my 3D studio max. I intend to make something cool and mix it with after effects.

If i were to blog everyday,i doubt there isn't any thing new to blog about. Everyday is like a just a normal day to me. It's like you just do the same old stuff everyday then you can't tell what date is it. To be honest,time do really flews fast. When you don't bother looking at the watch and the date. Gees, you can't trust blogspot time. It like so wrong la, now is 2:53 am.

He trying to say just forgive and forget.

2009-08-17T09:06:00.000-07:00

Hello hello

Hmm, where should i start. I'm busy with my school assignments and most of my weekends were occupied with outings, it either i'm outside with friends or i'm at home busy watching movies. I really really stuck myself with Channel 62, woah man after so long
only now i realised i have a nice channel to watch that is channel 62. It features hong kong movies, either old or the recently ones. Some were good and some were quite bad. Well, i guess i in no position to say this movies is bad, while i'm just a peanut in this kind of stuff. But as an audience, you have to critic whether that show/movies is good or not you know. And my Internet modem is getting sot sot nowadays. It keep on falling off to the floor PLENTY of times and now it keep on blinking and blinking lights, after a while it turns to red. ( MIO user, should know why. If not, im going spank your buttocks for your stupidity)

Last weekend, i have this bbq outing. Be honest with you, it's the best bbq i had ever. With so much of laughter and running here and there, getting poke by people into my buttock and getting pinch by people. I never had so much fun like this before though. The food was great too, even though they are not well cook. There were so many of us cooking the food. Like most of us cooking the food in a pit. Indeed, we had a lot of fun together. YEAH! I thank god, for what he gave me. And to have a such wonderful friends around me. Friends is a precious thing.. You can make alot of friends or maybe hundreds of them. But, out of the hundreds only 2 or 3 percents are the only ones that you can really call them "Your Friends".

I been always trying to tell you guys, never never never never take my words to heart. You guys tend to misunderstood my sentence. Indeed, sometimes... err.. Maybe not sometimes. Most of the time my words can be very harsh. But this is me, what can you do? There's a saying "Leapords will never change its spots". I tried to mend my words, but it has became a habit on me. You think i have gone overboard, think again. There a bad side and a good side, there isn't such things as you're a 100% good and 0% bad or vice versa. I'm not saying all this that im the right and you're in the wrong. There isn't any right or wrong. Well, It's up to you to think what you want to think.

Yes, i'm an idiot. I can just give you that thing to you instead
of passing to someone else and pass it to you. But....

2009-08-10T10:01:00.000-07:00

Talk is cheap. Action speaks louder than words.

74 days.

2009-08-05T05:55:00.000-07:00

If only time can be refunded. Then i want it to be refund.

Why the long faces? I hope it can brighten up your day.

2009-08-04T05:34:00.000-07:00

Hello

If you have seen those MediaCorp advertisement life "Stay home for SUPER TUESDAY! and bleah bleah." But i beg to differ. Tuesday is the most boring day of the week i swear. I'm talking about ETP lesson again, the 0.5 teacher. Why i call him 0.5 teacher? Its because if you late for class you will be giving 0.5 points for attendance instead of 1. So in other words those people who late will giving half the actual point they suppose to have. But, even you're early and you went to the toilet and come back. He will say 0.5 to you. It didn't happened to me of course, it happened to jasmine. Her facial expression was funny. When she heard 0.5, she was like wtf?! But it has happened long time ago. And today, jasmine charger crack opened. Ohhh, you should see her facial expression when she saw her macbook charger cracked. It was funny though, the way she react to it.

After ETP we had our recess and after recess we would be having Project management. I tell you, kristy is the most thick-skinned women i ever known in my life. She just anyhow post on facebook that "Fuad confessed to me... Damn happy" I was speechless for some time. Nothing went to my head nor i can open up my mouth. When i so called 'regain myself', i yelled at her to remove the post. She's another kind of women, i just can't describe her. There's one time, when i, cindy and huimin at cafe 2 using our laptops and do our stuff. And that time was about 4 plus and there's no one else at cafe 2 except for us. So I help the cleaner there to clear up the cups on our table. Cindy was like "Fuad i take your picture. hahaha", but i said "Cindy, stop being lame." And the peculiar thing, the photos landed to kristy. And that horrible monster post the picture on facebook and named it "Fuad the cleaner" Kristy is so lame. -,-'

I closed my eyes, i open my eyes. In a blink of any eye, it has been 73 days. Time flew really fast, I felt as though we just met yesterday.If only, i could go back to where we first met.

2009-08-03T08:56:00.000-07:00

Helllo

I'm adopting a pet! Yeah, it's a hamster. I bet you guys would be thinking, "Wow, Fuad adopting a pet? I feel sorry for that poor hamster. Hope it won't die under Fuad hands." But not to worry guys, I will always treat it will CARE and LOVE. I make sure it will be big as a guinea pig after i adopt it. But i'll not adopting it very soon though. Maybe soon, after i have enough money for the cage and food.

Grief

2009-08-02T08:10:00.000-07:00

Grief is a most peculiar thing; we're so helpless in the face of it. It's like a window that will simply open of its own accord. The room grows cold, and we can do nothing but shiver. But it opens a little less each time, and a little less; and one day we wonder what has become of it.

Wondering

2009-08-01T09:44:00.000-07:00

Hello

Today i didn't went for band. I intend to wake up early for band and be early for band, which i never been early for band before. Well.... Same old macdonald story, I overslept. I tried to wake up earlier okay. I set my alarm as usually, but it still doesn't work. Weird? I guess i turning to a big fat pig soon. And I sleep like 2 am last night? err, not because i engrossed on playing games. Actually, part of it la. The reason why I can't sleep last night, its was a warm night, there isn't any wind la. Which is weird though.

I have made a very tough decision, okay i'm abit exxagerating. Firstly my school band are going for overseas competition to genting on november, yeah!! I waited for 4 years for this. I always wanted to go for overseas trip for competition. But, on the other hand. My lecturer is going to make another featured film. And i always wanted to work on a real set and i do really hope i would get selected to help on his featured film. The bad thing is, both events happens to fall on the same month. And i have a short period of time to decides which events i should go. If i go for the overseas trip and on the other hand, if my lecturer selected me. It would put me on the spot. So i decides i shouldn't go for the overseas trip. And I should work extra hard for my career. Yeah!

My mum suddenly stopped nagging at me of using internet late at night. I wondering why is she being so good suddenly. hmm. I wonder why..

2009-07-31T08:38:00.000-07:00

Hello

Well today, I didn't went to school. As i overslept again. Yeah, again... Every since school starts from the holiday, i had been late for school almost everyday. In the matter of fact, it's not almost everyday, it's everyday i late for school. I guess my phone alarm alone doesn't work on me anymore, no matter how irritating the alarms can be like. I just switch off my phone and go back to sleep. On that period of half dead sleeping, i don't even realised i have school. Until when i awoke by my mum voice. My mum mouth is like Hi-fi stereo man, even my house stereo can't be beat her voice. And by the time i awake by her voice, i already late for school. Well... To be honest this happen to me almost everyday. And today the first thing i woke up is to play GAMES!!! yeah! Game. Boys will always be boys.I played until like 5 and i have to jogging with Nyssa.

Oh man, i tell you. She the best person in this whole wide world to go jogging with. She can jog like not even 100 metres and she said "ah ah ah, I can't take it anymore." I'm like Huh? "You ought to be joking. We don't even jog for like 5 mins la." And after that we have stopped jogging and starts to strolled around. And she said "If i jog everyday 100 metres within a month i can lose 1 kg" I'm like "Oh come'n, look at the food you eat everyday." I tell you, never ever mess with girls. You never know something might fly to you. And after strolling around about 5 mins. We headed home, yeah home. And the 'best thing' about her, when she reached home she ate hokkien mee. Nyssa, you might as well walk around your house in square about 20 times rather then going jogging. And let me tell you a secret about her, i asked "why don't you want to jog at the stadium instead?" And you know what she said " I can't run in circle" She's a one of the kind of women. Heh?! i can't run in circle. Nice joke man. But too bad, it doesn't work on me. I going to make you run on the stadium. haha *Evil laugh*

2009-07-28T04:10:00.000-07:00

Hello

My apologies for my absence. I'd been busy with assignments and going out lately. And our modules are really bored. No joke, i tell you. Especially ETP ( About entrepreneurship and teaches you how to sell and bleah bleah all the boring stuff) It's really sucks i tell you. I keep on dozing off during ETP la. Its not that i'm not paying any attention on class, it's because its really boring. And after ETP, it would be RECESS!! yeah! i wonder why people don't called it recess anymore, while instead called it break? I think recess sounds better than break lor. After recess will be PM1( project management) PM1? heh?! Another boring lesson, I like sleep throughtout the whole lesson la actually not really throughout the whole lesson, it like i slept for an hour? and thank god the lesson is like once a week? But the period is 3 hours long. As usual WE the lame ICW people would go to facebook and do some lame post and asked each other to like the post. And AHA! Joshua, we know who you like. hoho, He was angry with me throughout the whole period for disturbing like posting using his account in facebook and say " I love ANGELA ONG" And everyone like "O.O JOSHUA!? hoho." and he like say to "@#!@#$@#$@!"

Oh ya! Something happen while i sleeping during PM1 lesson. That kristy, i tell you. Horrible monster. While i sleeping behind where she seating, just to hide away from the teacher. She took a photo of me while i sleeping and while in the process to take a photo of me i woke up and this is what happened. Sigh, and she still got the cheek to say i like her? I like WHAT?! WHAT?! Crazy women. Yeah i know, the picture is VERY un-glam.

Battle royale is a great movie. Wonderful, but yet heart-pain. Oh well, i shouldn't elaborate it more. If you watch the movie then you would get it what i mean. ^^ ( for guys )

And graham tells us this personality type quiz thingy, i think quite accurate. Well you guys should try it www.blogthings.com/whatsmypersonalitytypequiz It really cool quiz, way better than Facebook quiz. Well i tried doing it twice, first results was in school, during Graham lesson and my second result i done it at home. The reason why i doing it twice, it's because in school i was lazy and tired to do it. Well as, at home different. Get it? I think the second result sounds more about me rather than the first result.

First Result

The Performer

You are a natural performer and happiest when you're entertaining others.
A great friend, you are generous, fun-loving and optimistic.
You love to laugh - and you like almost all people equally.
You accept life as it is, and you do your best to make each day fantastic.
In love, you are a smooth talker and incorrigible flirt.
While you get into relationships easily, you don't tend to stick around when times get tough.
At work, you do well in groups.
You keep everyone laughing through difficult tasks.
You would make a good actor, designer, or counselor.

How you see yourself: Capable, fair, and efficient.
When other people don't get you, they see you as: Incompetent, stubborn, and silly

Second Result

The Inspirer

You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.
You are also unconventional, irreverent, and unimpressed by authority.
Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.
You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're quite the storyteller!

In love, you are quite the charmer. And you are definitely willing to risk your heart.
You often don't follow through with your flirting or professed feelings. You break a lot of hearts.

At work, you are driven but not a workaholic. You just always seem to enjoy what you do.
You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.

How you see yourself: compassionate, unselfish, and understanding

When other people don't get you, they see you as: gushy, emotional, and unfocused

2009-07-22T08:10:00.000-07:00

Hello,

I just hate flu and cough. My running nose is like 9999999999 km/h. And i keep on coughing like a mad person. I think it because i too busy doing my assignment, until i don't have a good sleep. I guess there isn't anything for me to post.